unforgettable

today at 3:05 am the person whom i cherished and found great comfort in finally gave way to life. she was such a strong woman for me and someone that i have missed terribly for the last 10 years. she is my mamaw who has suffered with dementia and alhezimers for so long, i believe deep in my soul that is the worst death any human can suffer and the worst any family can endure. there really are no words that describe the emptiness that i am feeling and yet the peace that comes with this passing. she gave so much to me and instilled qualities in me that make me the person whom i am today. today i am tearful and push through the day but the sun will shine again and the flowers will bloom for i have some wandering jew in my yard growing that came from her yard so we will plant together always. i hope that everyone has a mamaw that gives to them what i have received from mine.....